I was supposedly be in perak today but cancel last minute as my wife was not feeling well.Here i was sitting next to my fish pond surfing the net and at the same time pondering about humanity and the troubles of the world . Cheh!! poyo betul.But seriously i've been doing some soul searching since yesterday.The question that i was trying to answer was-If i were given a chance to change my past what, would i do?.Previously my answer would definitely be changing this and that , i wish i would study more and i wish i could be more like this and that. The listing will be enormoursely long .
I scan my brain for an answer while pausing intermittently looking at my fish pond for inspirations .It had struck me just now that life is full of imperfections.I had live an imperfect life and so does everybody . What's wrong in living an imperfect life?well there's nothing wrong in it as long as we learn from it and become better.
To tell you the truth i'm glad that i had went through all the imperfections in life previously especially when i was growing up . All the imperfection had made me who i am today - still impefect but better.
All in all i had found a perfect new year resolution for 2011 that is -
to face problem head on(not running away from imperfections) and accepting imperfections as a lesson in life.
All the above may seem a bit crappy but for me it was about changing my perception towards life . And for me this revelation does not get any better timing than now, just when 2010 is coming to an end . Wow!! what a great way to end 2010.